that’s where I was…

Prayer
“The entire day, Father Joachim from St. Anne’s (on Mt. Athos) would pray without stopping. Whether at work or sitting or conversing with anyone, he managed to keep always in contact with God. He would say sweetly, “If you take away from a monk his prayer, then you deprive him of the right to feel that he is truly a child of God.”
Frequently he would visit us while we were working on our obedience tasks and would ask us if we were praying the Jesus Prayer or saying the salutations to Panagia. He rarely talked, and only then if it were necessary. But he was constantly praying. He had found a peaceful spot in a small forest behind his hut where he could raise his hands to heaven for hours at a time and so with joy communicated with Jesus privately in prayer. And if one were to ask him where he had been delayed, he would reply, “I was at Gethsemane’s Garden; that’s where I was.””

- From An Athonite Gerontikon

a proud spirit lives in their hearts…

 

There are people who declare there is no God. They say that because a proud spirit lives in their hearts, deceiving them with lies concerning the Truth and the Church of God. They are pleased with their cleverness, whereas in point of fact they do not even see that the thoughts they have are not theirs but proceed from the enemy. Whoever welcomes such thoughts into his heart, cherishing them, identifies himself with the evil spirit and will become like him. And God forbid that any man should die in that state!

The prayer of Mount Athos…

By Elder Aimilianos of Simonopetra
The prayer of Mount Athos, who does not recognize it? It is comprised of one small phrase, of measured words.
“Lord Jesus Christ, have mercy on me, a sinner.”
With the loud cry “Lord”, we glorify God, His glorious majesty, the King of Israel, the Creator of visible and invisible creation, Whom Seraphim and Cherubim tremble before.
With the sweet invocation and summons “Jesus”, we witness that Christ is present, our Savior, and we gratefully thank Him, because He has prepared for us life eternal.
With the third word “Christ”, we theologically confess that Christ is the Son of God and God. No man saved us, nor angel, but Jesus Christ, the true God.
There follows the intimate petition “have mercy”, and we venerate and entreat that God would be propitious, fulfilling our salvation’s demands, the desires and needs of our hearts.
That “on me”, what range it has! It is not only myself, it is everyone admitted to citizenship in the state of Christ, in the holy Church; it is all those who are members of the body of the Bridegroom.
And finally, so that our prayer be full of life, we close with the word “a sinner”, confessing – since we are all sinners – as all the Saints confess and became through this sound sons of light and of the day.
Through this we understand, that this prayer involves:
Glorification
Thanksgiving
Theology
Supplication
and Confession
Source: Translated by John Sanidopoulos hat tip: Mystagogy

Who does not want to be happy?


Monk Moses the Athonite
March 6, 2011
Macedonia

Who does not want to be happy? Joy is an eternal universal desire. Joy is of great importance in our lives.

It’s meaning is known and there is no need to analyze it. Today, however, it seems to have lost its true meaning. Pain dominates and joy is absent. Or at least joy is manifested though not in its authentic, essential and fulfilling form, but rather in cheap substitutes, which increase pain in the soul.

Man in Eden was innocent, happy, blessed and perfectly joyful. His source of joy was a comfortable and uninterrupted conversation with God. Wanting to become independent and self-deified, he became estranged automatically from the source of his great joy. Joy is for the soul of man what bread and water is for his body. Joy is divine inspiration, life-giving warmth, the mother of health and sister of wonderful consolation. Some think that joy will be found in unbridled fun, shameless revels, the overnight hunt for pleasure, the celebration of drunkenness, the drunkenness of luxury, extravagance and indulgence. If one could photograph the depths of the hearts of these patrons of so-called entertainment centers, we would observe an abyss of pain, desolation, coldness and hard loneliness. Joy is not sold in any store nor bought with little or much money.

Today people have fun (διασκεδάζει) – from the ancient verb διασκεδάνυμι, meaning “to scatter” (διασκορπίζεται) – and do not entertain joyfulness. Usually their fun is stressful and burdensome. As the wise Solon said, “Forsake pleasure which gives birth to sadness!” They return from secular entertainment jaded, downcast, sad, more alone. Some think that all rich people are quite happy. This is a big lie, which often is confirmed by the same. A clown went to be consoled by a psychiatrist, who made others laugh out loud and himself could not be cheered up. A rich actor, handsome and famous, was considered the happiest, yet he considered himself the most miserable.

Basil the Great points out that an ungodly person cannot be completely and truly joyful. Sophocles in Antigone will say: “Man without God is a seafaring pauper.” Saint John Chrysostom says that good will and true joy do not come with the size of one’s possessions, nor the amount of one’s money, nor the size of one’s sovereignty, nor physical strength, nor luxurious tables, nor fashionable clothing, but only in spiritual accomplishments and a good conscience.

Christianity, as opposed to those who casually speak, gave a new, comprehensive and captivating joy. True joy gives internal confirmation and certainty, which is made permanent and inalienable in the human heart, despite external adversity. Pascal says clearly: “No one is happier than the true Christian.” The truly humble have great joy. He who has erased his ego has merged with the happiness of all. Those who do good are doomed to always be joyful. Photis Kontoglou said that true joy only issues out of the vein of goodness.

From the Gospel springs forth the theology of joy; the Gospel itself is the source of inexhaustible joy. The Orthodox experience is basically happy and joyful. An old, great hermit, Saint Nilus, states in the patrology very nicely: “Joy destroys sadness, in tragedy it gives patience, in prayers it gives grace, in labors and struggles it gives delight, in obedience it gives merriment, in hospitality it gives shelter, in hope it gives recourse, in mourning it gives comfort, in sorrow it gives assistance, in love it gives decoration, and in patience it gives reward.”

Joy is not the laughter, the yelling, the giggling, the lightness, the playfulness, the anecdotes, the satirical, and the continuous jokes, but is the lasting peace and genuine cheerfulness which comes from the heart that is rejoicing and has a clean conscience. Joy is the light of the virtuous. It springs from the depths of existence. It is not something make-believe, exterior, illusory, but something quite profound and certainly more important. A serious, modest and quiet person is not unable to be happy. The first known miracle of Jesus at the wedding of Cana was so that half the joy of the guests from a lack of wine would not be lost. His last miracle, of the resurrection of his friend Lazarus, was to banish sadness and give joy.

The endless food of joy is virtue. The selfish, the individualist, the miser, the hater cannot be happy. Joy cannot be jealous of anyone, nor hostile nor hateful. One’s joy is gained with humility, patience, truth, freedom and love. True joy comes lovingly to every sincere, honorable, heroic and saintly person. Our age suffers from a lack of true joy, and sorrow is at a surplus through evil and dishonor. The option is open for the acquisition of true joy indeed.

Translated by John Sanidopoulos

hat tip Mystagogy

knowledge born of experience…

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The heart-stirrings of a good man are good; those of a wicked person are wicked; but everyone must learn how to combat intrusive thoughts, and turn the bad into good.  This is the mark of the soul that is well versed.

How does this come about you will ask?

Here is the way of it: just as a man knows when he is cold or when he feels hot, so does the man who has experienced the Holy Spirit know when grace is in his soul, or when evil spirits approach.

The Lord gives the soul understanding to recognize His coming, and love Him and do His will. In the same way the soul recognizes thoughts which proceed from the enemy, not by their outward form but by their effect on her.  This is knowledge born of experience, and the man with no experience is easily duped by the enemy.

~Saint Silouan of Mount Athos

about equality & freedom…

St Silouan of Mt Athos

The Lord wants us to love one another. Here is freedom: in love for God and neighbor. In this freedom, there is equality. In earthly orders, there may not be equality, but this is not important for the soul. Not everyone can be a king, not everyone a patriarch or a boss. But in any position it is possible to love God and to please Him, and only this is important. And whoever loves God more on earth will be in greater glory in His Kingdom.

~St. Silouan the Athonite, Writings, VI.23

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beware these two thoughts…

St Silouan of Mt Athos

Beware these two thoughts and fear them.  The first suggests ‘You are a saint,’ the other, ‘You will not be saved.’  Both come from the enemy, and there is no truth in them.  Instead, think to yourself, ‘I am a great sinner but the Lord is merciful.  He loves man with a great love and will forgive me my sins.’  Believe in this way, and you will see, the Lord will forgive you.  But put no faith in feats of your own, however much you may have striven… Thus God has mercy on us, not for our achievements but gratis, because of His goodness.

~Saint Silouan the Athonite, “Concerning Intrusive Thoughts and Delusions,” Saint Silouan the Athonite, by Archimandrite Sophrony

preaching His word must always proceed from love…

St Silouan of Mt Athos

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excerpt from Father Sophrony’s Saint Silouan of the Athonite.

Father Silouan’s attitude towards those who differed from him was characterized by a sincere desire to see what was good in them, and not to offend them in anything they held sacred. He always remained himself; he was utterly convinced that ‘salvation lies in Christ-like humility’, and by virtue of this humility he strove with his whole soul to interpret every man at his best. He found his way to the heart of everyone – to his capacity for loving Christ.

I remember a conversation he had with a certain Archimandrite who was engaged in missionary work. This Archimandrite thought highly of the Staretz [Saint Silouan] and many a time went to see him during his visits to the Holy Mountain. the Staretz asked him what sort of sermons he preached to people. The Archimandrite, who was still young and inexperienced, gesticulated with his hands and swayed his whole body, and replied excitedly,

‘I tell them, Your faith is all wrong, perverted. There is nothing right, and if you don’t repent, there will be no salvation for you.’

The Staretz heard him out, then asked,

‘Tell me, Father Archimandrite, do they believe in the Lord Jesus Christ, that He is the true God?’

‘Yes, that they do believe.’

‘And do they revere the Mother of God?’

‘Yes, but they are not taught properly about her.’

‘And what about the Saints?’

‘Yes they honor them but since they have fallen away from the Church, what saints can they have?’

‘Do they celebrate the Divine Office in their churches? Do they read the Gospels?’

‘Yes, they do have churches and services but if you were to compare their services with ours – how cold and lifeless theirs are!’

‘Father Archimandrite, people feel in their souls when they are doing the proper thing, believing in Jesus Christ, revering the Mother of God and the Saints, whom they call upon in prayer, so if you condemn their faith they will not listen to you…. But if you were to confirm that they were doing well to believe in God and honor the Mother of God and the Saints; that they are right to go to church, and say their prayers at home, read the Divine word, and so on; and then gently point out their mistakes and show them what they ought to amend, then they would listen to you, and the Lord would rejoice over them. And this way by God’s mercy we shall all find salvation…. God is love, and therefore the preaching of His word must always proceed from love. Then both preacher and listener will profit. But if you do nothing but condemn, the soul of the people will not heed you, and no good will come of it.’

for the Creator… there can be no enemy…

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The Staretz would say that for Christ there are no enemies — there are those who accept “the words of eternal life,” there are those who reject and even crucify; but for the Creator of every living thing, there can be no enemy. So it should be for the Christian, too, who “in pity for all must strive for the salvation of all.”

Wherein, then, lies the force of the commandment, “Love your enemies“? Why did the Lord say that those who keep His commandments would know from very experience whence the doctrine?

. . . . God is love, in superabundance embracing all creatures. By allowing man to actually know this love the Holy Spirit reveals to him the path of fullness of being. To say “enemy” implies rejection. By such rejection a man falls from the plenitude of God. . . .”The whole paradise of Saints lives by the Holy Spirit, and from the Holy Spirit nothing in creation is hid,” writes the Staretz. “God is love and in the Saints the Holy Spirit is love. Dwelling in the Holy Spirit, the saints behold love and embrace it, too, in their love.”

. . . .[It] is possible to judge whether a given state of contemplation was a reality or an illusion only after the soul had returned to consciousness of the world; for then, as the Staretz pointed out, if there were no love for enemies and so for all creatures, it would be a true indication that the supposed contemplation had not been a real communion with God.

– The Monk of Mount Athos  by Archimandrite Sophrony

a struggle between darkness and light…

Tomb & Pantocrator- Holy Theophany Orthodox Church

Man is caught up in a struggle between darkness and light, between corruption and incorruption, between death and life, and thus between hell and God. In such a predicament, man falls and rises and falls again. And this is why, even though Christ “presented Himself living,’ He also established within the Church the mystery of repentance and the sacrament of confession so that man can constantly enjoy the right to assume, to make his own, the life of God…

We see God bending down, taking “the dust of the earth” (Gen. 2:7), in order to fashion Adam in such a way that, the moment his eyes opened, he would see God… When he opened his eyes, he saw and knew nothing else but God and HIs tender embrace. Christ was so close!… Despite the spiritual death of the first man, the living God continues to stand at his side. Even though Adam has fallen into hell, God is ready to raise him up. God seeks out a thousand ways to manifest His life to man, to reveal how close He is – so close that we can hear His voice, feel His breath upon us.

Despite all of this, man remains as insensitive and immovable as a stone! God comes as the “voice of a gentle breeze” and imparts His grace to the prophets (3 Kgs 19:12), but man quickly forgets this. God slays the false prophets (3 Kgs 18:40), but this too, man forgets. God Himself comes and grants the people miraculous victories, over which they rejoice, but soon forget (Ex. 17:9-13); Josh 6:12-20). God forgives the sins of Israel, and again the people rejoiced, but continued to sin, forgetting God Who forgave them. He led them through the wilderness, where He fed them with manna from heaven, water from the rock, quails from the sky, and gave them everything they needed to know that God was with them, that His life was being made available to them. But in the end they forgot Him… “The desert’s burning you by day, and you want to be cool. Very well. I’ll become a cloud in order to refresh you. At night you want light. At night, then, I’ll become a pillar of fire. When you set out on your journey, know that I have already risen and gone before you, so that you can see Me. When you stop to rest, I am already there, waiting for you. As you draw near to the tent of witness, I’m there, too, and you hear Me. Wherever you go, whatever you do, I am there.”…    Think about the toil that God undertakes on your behalf.. He has become everything, entwined with all things, interwoven with all things.

~Archimandrite Aimilianos

hat tip: Holy Theophany Orthodox Church Sunday Bulletin